Watch Now France vs Australia HARDEST VIDEO I EVER FILMED | DESI PERKINS


This is a long one….but it all needed to be said. I love you guys.

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  1. Don’t give up. Your time will come I feel the same way sometimes I’ve been with my husband for 10 years, & I feel sometimes that I can’t get pregnant but I feel like my time will come maybe we aren’t ready yet don’t give up hope ❤️

  2. Dear desi,
    I don’t know what you’re going through, because I’m not even trying yet. But I wanted you to know that you are a strong woman and you dont have to be ashamed. One day you will be the best mom to your child and steven the best dad. Dont be scared. Even if you have to adopt. You will be a strong and loving mother. I truely believe that. Your love is already so strong.

    I love you. Big hug.💕

    X

  3. Thank you so much for trusting us enough to open up about something so vulnerable and so hard for someone to go through. Just know that you will always have people by your side when you need a shoulder to cry on or need to let out the feelings that are keeping you down. I know God has a plan for you and when your time comes, it will be the best day of your life. You are perfect just as you are and I love you so much, never stop believing in yourself or your purpose girl. ❤

  4. WE LOVE YOU! WE LOVE YOU DESI!!! Don’t ever give up my love! Ever! Dios todavía está esperando por tu momento, nunca dejes de tener Fe en Dios que un día tú tendrás una familia tan grande para amar! Yo nunca deje de tener Fe, you’re not alone! EVER!

  5. you’re so amazing. thank you for sharing this with us. keeping you guys in prayer for peace, strength, & understanding, no matter what happens. & just know that you have us as your prayer warriors & supporters through your whole journey! we love you, Desi 💛

  6. Thank you so much for sharing such a sensitive topic. I know exactly how this feels. I went through the same thing and I felt like I couldn’t talk to anyone because it was so embarrassing for me. Everyone would ask me when I was having kids and if I was pregnant on a daily basis. It made me so upset. Timing is everything. After 3 years I did go to specialist just like you just to see my options but once I moved closer to my family it happened right when I had completely given up. It will happen for you one day. Keep your head up. You two will be amazing parents because you are such good people. ❤️❤️❤️

  7. big hug Desi. you are a nice woman. Steve loves you. You have helped a lot of people I am sure.

  8. Urgh my heart goes out to you and your family Desi. I loved just listening to what is going on even though it breaks my heart. We will always be here. So many people love you and URGHH I just wanna hug you Desi❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  9. Going through my miscarriage a few years back was so hard to deal with and so hard to accept and you are such a strong person to make a video about something so personal in your life❤️ God has a time and a plan for you! Always trust in Him. 🙏🏻 It took me a long time to finally let go of that hurt and even still, I get a little knot in my throat about it. Just know you are an incredible person, and will be an amazing Mother when the time is right. ❤️❤️ Stay strong and keep pushing forward. God has you in his arms.

  10. You are so strong and beautiful des. You have a big supportive team. At the end of the day you’ll still have the people that love you so let that love fill you up. Like my mom tells me what’s meant to be will happen, always look at the positive sides instead of the negatives even if seems hard. Stay positive ❣️ I’ll be praying for you to help you reach your main goal in life

  11. I don’t know if you will read this but god doesn’t not give us anything that we can’t handle. I think that you should always always honor the baby you loss because that was a little soul that will always need your loving energy even if they are not here. It may seem like the end of the world but you are really young and you still have a chance. I used to work in an fertility clinic and I’ve seen sooooo many cases that would leave you speechless. It seems like you have good support system that is half the battle. I don’t know the details of your case of course but I know you have a lot of options and you WILL be on this channel giving mommy tips someday. I see it!!! Stay strong and never loose your faith.

  12. Hey Desi, thank you so much for everything you do. You are such a beautiful person inside and out and just never lose hope! My older sister had a still born baby and it was just devastating. But now I have a this beautiful nephew that I love to death and he is turning 1 in August. I feel hopeful for you Desi and even though you don’t know yet that day will come. Love you <3

  13. This is the first video that I have looked at of Desi’s and I can already tell that she’s a mom. I’m gonna pray for her to get pregnant 🙏🏽

  14. Desi Desi Desi cheer up !!!! You have everything, you will see you have a baby soonner than you think, you’re a good person !! So please stay happy

  15. I am so sorry for your loss. I have gone through a very similar situation recently, it never gets easier but you get stronger. You’re such a strong woman and one day you will have the most beautiful family. Trust in god and have faith. Everything happens for a reason. Sending you lots of love and positive vibes <3

  16. This shouldn’t be embarrassing a lot of people go through this ! You are so young and will mostly likely find a way to get pregnant, Hispanic families want there kids to have babies right away but children are not happiness I’ve watched my mother suffer raising all of us, I also had a sister pass away and have seen the sadness in my parents eyes and all of this because of children. We can’t have everything in life, but make the most out of life right now, I’m sure you will be pregnant soon 😘 I’m 31 and everyone wants me to have a baby but I’m happy with my life ❤️

  17. You are strong and amazing! Declare it and God will make it happen! I understand you completely, and commend you for having the courage to do this video ❤️

  18. U r so incredibly brave for sharing! U never know what ur future will be…life is a journey of adventures, so stay positive, stay happy and enjoy life with ur husband! Sometimes things take time, it will be all that much sweeter when it happens for you😘xo

  19. My heart goes out to you girl.. I can’t personally relate to your situation, but that didn’t stop me from getting so emotional watching this 😢 Thank you for sharing this with all of us. You have such a beautiful heart. Xoxoxoxoooo ❤️❤️❤️

  20. Oh sweetheart, you probably won’t read this, but I cried with you. I’m not busy with getting pregnant at this moment, but even I understand the pressure you must feel. I think many ladies that are getting to a certain age that society labels you as: “ready to be a mom” feel harassed with questions about relationships and pregnancy. I don’t have a relationship, I haven’t had for years, and yes, that’s painful sometimes, but I can’t really change it. And I get questions like: “you are getting old, the time is ticking away, you need to get married, get pregnant, etc. etc. Why don’t you have a boyfriend?” It’s so rude… I honestly don’t understand why people would ask these kind of questions. It’s none of there business and just like you said: it comes from a good place, where they are excited for you to have a family, but it’s just very confronting to get those questions all the time. Anyways, enough about me haha. I just want to say that I do understand you, and I pray for you that one day you will have a beautiful family, because you deserve it. You are a beautiful soul and wish you and Steven all the best of luck in your lives! Thank you for sharing this, it’s important that people speak out about it! Lots of love, X

  21. Oh sweetheart, you probably won’t read this, but I cried with you. I’m not busy with getting pregnant at this moment, but even I understand the pressure you must feel. I think many ladies that are getting to a certain age that society labels you as: “ready to be a mom” feel harassed with questions about relationships and pregnancy. I don’t have a relationship, I haven’t had for years, and yes, that’s painful sometimes, but I can’t really change it. And I get questions like: “you are getting old, the time is ticking away, you need to get married, get pregnant, etc. etc. Why don’t you have a boyfriend?” It’s so rude… I honestly don’t understand why people would ask these kind of questions. It’s none of their business and just like you said: it comes from a good place, where they are excited for you to have a family, but it’s just very confronting to get those questions all the time. Anyways, enough about me haha. I just want to say that I do understand you, and I pray for you that one day you will have a beautiful family, because you deserve it. You are a beautiful soul and wish you and Steven all the best of luck in your lives! Thank you for sharing this, it’s important that people speak out about it! Lots of love, X

  22. Literally 3 minutes into the video I started to cry ! Love you Desi and you are so brave. You are literally one of my role model. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  23. Why is it so easy to blame ourselves!?!? Desi God made you this perfect human ..made us ALL perfect. Everything will go as planned just have faith 🙏🏽

  24. Oh love. I don’t even know what to say. I have no idea what you’re going through, but despite that I want to send you all the love and strength I have. I hate to see you like this and not happy and you deserve it all. I’m so so so sorry but you will get there, one way or another. The both of you (or the four of you) will have the most beautiful family ever and you deserve all the love everyone has got to give!

  25. Dear Desi,
    When I watched this video – I began to cry.. Watching you in pain hurts me, but know I am extremely proud and full of admiration! Opening up about something like that is damn tough, and girl you just did it on YouTube! I have recently also begun to open up about my worries because of years of health problems that could affect this, and you give me courage to talk more about it! You are so strong and I’m so happy you have your amazing husband and rock, Steven! I send my love, respect and hopes to you guys❤️!

  26. I’m so sorry mija♥️I will keep you in my prayers and I hope God blesses you when the time is right 🙏🏽

  27. I tried getting pregnant for years and failed. I started taking prenatal and I got pregnant sometimes it’s just something your body needs and it is definitely Gods will. I have 2 girls I couldn’t live without I pray your time comes soon.

  28. You’re AMAZING and so strong! Everything happens for a reason, just like you said. My love to you and Steven <3

  29. Your strength in sharing this is so inspiring. I hope for all the best in the years to come for you and Steven in every aspect and adventure! Sending lots of love and blessings for you Desi 💖

  30. Another i cant get pregnant video. Smh. Your beautiful. You will be successful even if you cant get pregnant. Stop bitching. Adopt. Saves you 9 months of vomiting, stress and pain.

  31. I’m so glad you made this. Praying for you both. And yes everything happens for a reason. If u didn’t miscarry they may have never found the growth. It could have done way more damage to your reproductive system. Anyway keep your head up n try not to stress out too much. 😍

  32. You are amazing, I truly believe that it will happen for you both. I had a pregnancy scare and even though we aren’t ready for kids I was so devastated when it was negative I had spent two whole weeks thinking that I could be pregnant and almost convinced myself I was then to see the negative test was devastating. It felt like I lost something that wasn’t even there. If I felt like that I cant imagine what it’s been like for you and this is why I never ask. You never know what someone else is going through.

  33. Thank you for sharing this video, you are such an incredibly strong women ❤️. Sending prayers your way.

  34. Keeping you and your family in my prayers! God’s timing is perfect! Thank you Desi, you have no idea what this video meant… you’re not alone! Sending love your way!

  35. Desi god will bless you with kids, God’s timing is perfect when the moment comes you will least expect it. Don’t loose and faith and hope 🙌🏼 sending you love and kisses 😘

  36. I love you so much!!! Proud of you for sharing your story. Bless Steven for being your rock through your lives and struggles together. God has so many plans for you two, don’t give up hope. You’ll make amazing parents one day ♥️♥️♥️

  37. I cried watching this I’m so sorry😪 I went through a miscarriage 2 years ago and it was the worst thing ever. I thought I was infertile for so many years since I wouldn’t get pregnant and just a year ago I got pregnant again but didn’t get my hopes up I now have a baby girl after everything. Don’t give up girl keep trying! I’d recommend trying every day for an entire year if you can that is what I did the second time also take prenatal pills to help your uterus I hope something helps
    When you least expect it you’ll end up pregnant. I would take a pregnancy test every month and I’d cry every time because the test would always be negative. I gave up after so many months and when I least expected it, it happened. Your day will come Desi don’t give up❤️

  38. This is incredibly close to home. This morning it was confirmed I had a miscarriage..I’m completely devastated. I appreciate this video beyond words can explain. Thank you.

  39. I’m so sorry to hear this! I’ll keep you in my prayers, it WILL happen for you girl! God Bless. ❤️

  40. I know it’s hard but you gotta stay positive Desi. Jesus is a healer, and he loves you and Stephen so much. He wants you to have the family you desire. Pray constantly and have faith

  41. I love you desi ❤️ you are strong! & things happen for a reason, when the time is right! You are amazing!

  42. Bless your kind heart. The fact that you made this video to help others is so amazing. I luckily have one kiddo already (which took a long time) and have been trying for a second for over a year now. This video came up at the right time because I too am done trying: I’m so worn out emotionally. You’ve reached more people than you know. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing with us. Will pray God has a plan for you for children.

  43. Love you des it’ll happen for you! I went thru chemo 3 times and wasn’t supposed to be able to conceive so I froze eggs at the age of 18, was told I’d go thru menopause..never menstruate again..but I got my period..and I ovulate. It’ll happen one way or another you’ll be a Mommy 👪

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